There are thoughts that cannot be bluffed
There is a constant war going inside the heart
Recollecting the broken pieces from past
World made me realize a smile can be corrupted
Deception is easier than being transparent..
How do you manage to get a passage into my dreams
amidst a busy day with mind cluttered with work
I stayed awake the whole night accompanying moon to stop dreaming of you
I ignored you like I ignored my sleep
But the moon reminded me of you
I slept during the days so that I can consider you as a daydream
I tried channeling my thoughts..
But when you or your thought passes by,
My mind became a Prism exposing bad n good moments in my life
Like a child left alone in a room full of ice-creams,
knew nothing other than to gobble up.
How do I emote my feelings ?
How do you lock me in this prison of feeling I have no key for?
How do I explain something I have no idea about?
Why do I keep answering myself ?
My mirror says move on, my beloved says move on,
Why do I stay in the same place ?
Why do I derail my concentration letting such thoughts cross my mind ?
Dear Memories, I’ve been meaning to tell you..
“Go away!! Or give me more wine.”
I realized and started living life of my own,
Whenever I feel proud of myself on my decisions
you poke and create a ruckus in my mind..
How foolish I was to ignore sleep and you, my dear MEMORIES…
you whip me not to forget the past
I hate to admit.
This pain from this whiplash keeps me alive,
expand realms of my emotional balance
and rediscover myself by each passing day..
Questions lies in the answer and answer lies within the question
Just like the paradox of happiness!!!